It's weird to think that even a couple of years ago I thought that I would never not be blogging.
Like it was easy to write and post my thoughts most every day. The main exceptions being if I had a really bad migraine, or happened to be out of town.
But like. Blogging was just something I did....
But then there just came a point where it just....faded out.
Which honestly, I wouldn't be surprised if there was a bit of depression involved.
Because thoughts of "what is the point?" usually don't follow more happy/positive individuals around.
My voice has been...mostly silenced for the past little while. Even though I know I have things I can write about I just haven't had the energy to like...take the time to write it out.
In some ways I miss the 'old days' where I could blog daily. Where I was posting stories monthly.
And I finally feel like I may be coming around the curve. Getting my energy up. Getting my motivation up.
It's hard to know for sure....but like....this past week I've finally felt like I could breathe. That I'm not going from stressing about one crisis to the next. From trying to solve one problem to solving the next problem. I can breathe for a moment. Relax for a moment.
And hopefully that moment is long enough to get those creative juices back up and running. To have recharged myself enough to see the work ahead of me and not worry about the effort or time involved but instead looking forward to seeing the end result.
September has always been a month of beginnings for me.
Let's see if we can begin once again.
Happy Blogaversy guys.
Until you next find these words;
I'll be watching the leaves.
Enjoy the day!
-Sarnic Dirchi
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