Wednesday, September 30, 2020

Hanging Out

There's a spider in our living room.
A smart one.
As it's hanging out in the little alcove thingy towards our ceiling where I guess people can put like decorate plants to gather dust and such?

But it's hanging out up there. Far out of easy reach of any people who may notice it.

Though really...how often do people tend to look up?
Not often.

I do wonder how long it will be before anyone else in the house notices it's up there.
As I don't personally hold a grudge against it.
And I'm definitely not in the mood to grab a chair and try and reach it when it could potentially fall on my head. :S :S :S

So I'm quite content to leave it in its little web to catch whatever bugs happen to fly that high up.

Not gonna bring it up to the roomies either.
They'd probably just want to try and smash it.

And I'm not really for smashing things.

Until you next see these words;
I'll be watching the leaves. 
Enjoy the day!

-Sarnic Dirchi

Tuesday, September 29, 2020

Power Cords

It's always great when you can manage to have good timing on something.

Last week I noticed that my power cord to my laptop hasn't been charging as well as it used to. 

I didn't think much of it at first.

But then I realized that I would have to get the cord to sit in a certain way for it to charge my laptop.

Only it wasn't just a 'certain' way after a bit. It was like wiggling around the cord and trying to not breathe or jostle it once I got it 'just right'

I was hoping it was jut like a glitch.

But to be safe, I got online and looked up to see how much it would be to get a new power cord. And after seeing that they weren't too expensive, ordered one to be sent to me.

A power cord that arrived today thankfully.

Which is good timing because my power cord had gotten more and more finicky, especially today where it was a work in progress to try and get it even charge.

So the fact that this new power cord is charging my laptop without issue, without having to play around with it to get it just right so it will charge.

Yay for having good timing as I don't know what I would have done if the old cord had stopped charging entirely before I'd even ordered the new cord. 

Until you next read these words;
I'll be watching the leaves.
Enjoy the day!

-Sarnic Dirchi

Monday, September 28, 2020

Stepping Up

You know...at some point I keep feeling like I should eventually feel like an actual adult.

Instead of just pretending to be one.

But it's hard to feel grown up when...well I haven't exactly accomplished all the 'grown-up' things.

Namely getting married, having a family, owning my own home.

Like sure. I have a job. Sure I've graduated from college. 

But there are plenty of days where I don't feel grown up.

Where I feel like there's something more I need to be doing. Like it doesn't matter how old I am...I still feel like I'm only like...18 even though I haven't been a teenager for a good decade. 

So I suppose that's part of the reason why I have been rather hesitant to step up into a management position at work.

I don't quite feel 'old enough' to be a manager.

Yet at the same time, I'm well aware that there have been managers over me that have been younger than me.

So like...if they can handle being in charge and having the responsibility of being the manager....why can't I? 

Like I know I can be a good leader, I've had leadership positions before at church, in school, at institute. Like...I know I can do it.

It just feels like a big...grown up step. 

One that I think I may finally be ready to take...if I can handle the normal stresses of my department and have my managers be impressed with how I work with customers....

So yah...it doesn't quite seem real that I can be 'old enough' to be a manager.

Yet I know I can be. I know I can handle it.

It's just...an slightly unknown different step. 

A change in my routine.

And I don't know how well I'll handle this change....but still...it's something to try out to see if I can do it.

Until you next see these words;
I'll be watching the leaves.
Enjoy the day!

-Sarnic Dirchi

Sunday, September 27, 2020

Seeing the Rocks

It's kinda weird to think that it's been a year.

A year since I last went to the Gem Faire.

Normally I would have been at least twice before now...so long as I was in town and not on vacation when the faire is being held.

But like...there's always a spring, summer, and fall gem faire. 

And the last time I went...was back in 2019. 

It's crazy.

Like...I should have gone in the spring. But that was when COVID was in it's early stages and they canceled it. I could have gone to the one over the summer...but I think a) I was on vaca and b) there was a spike in the state at the time and I was leery to go.

And I actually had been planing to skip the faire this weekend as well because I wasn't able to get to it on Friday when I could have gotten a free pass. And I was leery on paying for a ticket when I wasn't sure what the lay of the land would be like. How crowded it would be and such.

Plus...with our state once again going through a spike...I was still leery to go anywhere public.

But at the same time...I missed being able to get new rocks. To have a different energy around me and such.

So when my Daddoo mentioned that he'd been to the Faire yesterday with a friend, and that it was a smaller affair than normal. With more distancing between tables, less people, and everyone required to wear masks and do social distancing...

I decided to take a chance and meet up with him again today and finally go to a Gem Faire this year.

lol, not that I actually need more rocks.

But having not gone anywhere on vaca where I could obtain rocks from other places...It was nice to just be able to see all the different stones and such.

And yah...overall it was a good experience. Not as crowded. Definitely less people. 
But we still had those individuals who can't wear a mask properly or forget that we should be social distancing from each other.

It was also interesting to see which tables filled with jewelry/rocks ended up getting more crowded than others.

I took my time.

Being careful to stay back from others and either waiting for the area I wanted to look at to open up, or looking in a different spot until I could get to the things I wanted to see. 

And I came away with a handful of more stones. ^^; Woot!!

So excited that I was able to do something different for a bit and just...have a more normal life experience for the first time in a while...even if I was consciously aware of how close people were getting to me and moving to keep my distance. ^^;;

But yay rocks! :D 

Until you next read these words;
I'll be watching the leaves. 
Enjoy the day!

-Sarnic Dirchi

Saturday, September 26, 2020

New Shoes

There's something nice about buying something new.

Especially if it's a pair of shoes. 

Though I'm not that type of girl to have like a hundred shoes. 

No, I usually only wear my work/everyday shoes and then on occasion my church shoes or some sandals. 

And for a while now I've been needing new work shoes.

As the current pair I own are feeling their age.

The problem with buying new shoes?

Is that the store I usually went to to get new shoes...went out of business.

The store being the Payless Shoe Store.

Though I was aware that they were lurking around the internet spaces still...the physical location was gone.

And with the pandemic going on and for the months long sting that may still be ongoing where you couldn't try on clothes...and maybe shoes? 

It wasn't quite sure where to go for my next pair.

I was considering walmart as a last resort as I had heard the mall has been rather crowded and rather bad at wearing masks and social distancing.

However, the other day I got an email saying that Payless was coming back!! Woot!! :D 

Though physical stores won't be in place until like...next year...they had an online website that you could go to to browse their selections.

So I went there to see what I could see.

Though buying shoes online is something that I'm kinda :S :S leery of because like...what do I do if they're not the right size or don't fit well?

BUT!

Luck was on my side and while browsing I discovered that they still carried the exact same shoe I currently owned! 

Woot!!

Considering how quickly shoes change style and color and looks over the course of the year, I was more than surprised to find the exact same shoes.

But more than grateful too.

Because that just meant that I needed to double check my own shoe size.

And then order the same thing. ^^;;

And today my new shoes arrived! Woot!! :D 

It's great how receiving something simple like a new pair of shoes can brighten one's day.

Can't wait to break them in. ^^;;

And once I wear them around for a few days I may just hop back onto the website and order me a backup pair that way when my new pair wears out I can already have another set on hand to use. :D 

Until you next see these words;
I'll be watching the leaves.
Enjoy the day!

-Sarnic Dirchi

Friday, September 25, 2020

Spreading My Wings

I honestly shouldn't be surprised.

As events usually occur in threes.

And we had just recently lost two of our manager because they were transferred to our sister store to try and help the place get back up into running order as from what I've heard, they basically are starting over clean slate. Everyone who worked in the main part of the store was either transferred or let go. 

Still, I wasn't expecting to lose a third manager right after we had the other two transfer.

Let alone have it be my manager who is leaving. O_o 

Yet so it goes. My manager has put in their two weeks, seeking to go back to school and find a job working more closely with animals with the vet instead. 

It will probably be a good change for them. 

But that leaves another empty slot in the store that needs to be filled.

And unsurprisingly, my head manager approached me to ask if I wanted to take the position. 

Of course, my knee jerk reaction was to say NO.

Because I honestly have no desire to be a manager. Especially the CEL as that position...tends to turn over quickly.

Though I have wondered if the position has only been 'cursed' with a high turnover rate (usually the managers last only 3-6 months) because I have refused for like the last 7 1/2 years to take the position.

Because at least 2-4 times a year I get asked if I want to step up.

And each time I refuse. 

However...

After talking to my current head manager....

I am considering...actually stepping up this time.

Especially after hearing that I'm basically already doing my manager's job. There's only a handful of other things relating to the registers and salon and the forklift that I would need to learn.

And like...knowing that I'm already doing my manager's job...it would probably be nice to be paid as a manager and have that manager title.

Plus like...8 years is a long time to stay in the same position.

Not that it's surprising I've stayed in it so long. I don't like change. And it takes a lot to convince me to take a leap into something new. 

And yet...in the last little while, I've been feeling the need to spread my wings a big.

Especially after seeing how other people are 'progressing' around me in their lives.

It feels like it's time for me to step up. To do something slightly different. 

My head manager also feels quiet confident in my abilities to be a manager lol. Saying that the stress of the job isn't anything too different than what I already handle on a daily basis in my department.

The main things would be that I wouldn't be in my department as often, which would mean I would need to make sure my crew would be able to handle filling the void I would leave. 

It would also mean I'd have to deal more directly with angry customers. And that I would also need to close the store at least once if not twice a week. So evening shifts.

But considering that I survived a couple of months of having to work evening shifts...I know it won't be anything too bad...especially if we ever manage to hire enough people to ensure there's a good closing crew as it feels like everytime we hire someone someone else quits...soo yah that's been a struggle.

The other thing I need to worry about would be my migraines. As they can get bad enough on occasion that I have to leave work...but knowing that they're rare. Knowing that alot of the stress is stress I can already handle...

I'm feeling more serious about accepting the offer this time around.

Still gonna take a day or two to think about it. Talk to some people I trust to get their advice and opinions.

But overall...I kinda have a good feeling about it all. 
I think it's time for me to spread my wings. To step into the manager world.

We'll see how this all goes.... 

*exhales*

I just wish they hadn't told me this or brought it up right before I left on vacation. Because now I'm gonna be thinking about it the entire time and I was trying to get away from the stress of work. 

But with the timing of everything, it is something I need to consider and get an answer back soon because my manager will be gone after only a couple of days of me getting back.

So yah. 

Fun times. Fun stressful times. 

Until you next read these words;
I'll be watching the leaves.
Enjoy the day!

-Sarnic Dirchi

Thursday, September 24, 2020

Small Changes

So our Regional Manager came into the store today.

And surprise surprise.

Nothing crazy happened.

Our visit went well. No major issues to fix. Just little things to adjust. And a lot of it is out of our control. Like yah our shelves are emptier but that's because our suppliers are having a hard time getting product onto the shelves not because we're being negligent in making sure our inventory is correct.

But yah. Nothing crazy and the RM seemed in quite the perky mood today.

Plus!

I was able to see some pictures of changes that will be eventually coming to my department in the store.

The first one being a redesign of our betta endcap that will have a backlighting on it to show off the bettas better and will be able to let us apparently hold over 100 bettas.

Which would be super nice! As our current set up doesn't really allow that many bettas to be on display at a time. And being in a college town, bettas are our most popular pet to sell to college students. So to be able to have like the capacity to show off around 100 at a time would be amazing.

It sounds like we should have that installed pretty quickly. I hear that the lights should be coming in in the next week or so. And the full reset for it should be done before the end of the year, or else by the end of January at the latest.

But the other cool concept that they're testing right now is to have a 'Bug Endcap'

Where instead of having the crickets on our 'cricket podium' -which also doubles as a fish podium.

All the bugs, including the crickets would be located at the end of one of our aisles.

And the crickets would be in this one big container that would be divided between the small and large sizes.

But would have a tray in the bottom of the bin where you can sweep all the dead crickets into it and then pull the tray out and dump it.

Which will be so handy!! 

PLUS we'll finally be getting in the other bugs we were promised like a year ago. Like the cockroaches and such.

But the other fun feature of this bug endcap would be that we would finally get in like a mini fridge where we could store all the refrigerated bugs mealworms/waxworms/redwigglers/nightcrawlers etc. And the customers would be able to just go to the fridge and grab what they need without having to ask one of us to go into the back to grab the bugs for them.

I'm so excited!

Only there's no telling when we'll actually have that particular endcap installed.

As it's still in the testing phase apparently.

And apparently they need to work on signage to help direct customers over to the bug endcap as people keep waiting by the podium to get their bugs. 

Of course I'm not sure signage will help.

Customers can't read after all. This is a proven fact.

But yah.

They're small changes, but I'm soooo looking forward to them! Hopefully they occur sooner rather than later. :D 

Until you next see these words;
I'll be watching the leaves.
Enjoy the day!

-Sarnic Dirchi

Wednesday, September 23, 2020

I Need A Break

It's irritating. Having symptoms of being ill while in the middle of a pandemic.

Because the symptoms of COVID are similar to practically every other symptom of colds or flus and the like.

So every time I experience a potential 'symptom' of COVID I have to wonder "Do I have it?"

Like...is this a normal headache or a COVID headache?
Is this tightness in my chest just from stress? From the bad smoke filled air? Or from COVID?
Is this sore throat from talking too much while training a new coworker, from the smoke? From COVID?

It's...well it's irritating.
Especially because there's been a huge spike for us this week with multiple days in a row having over 1,000 cases reported.

And with how many people I have to constantly be around as customers just love to come into a pet store to look at the free zoo and ignore the mask mandate stating they should be wearing the freaking masks....

It's honestly only a matter of time before I end up catching the stupid thing. 
Even despite me wearing masks and barely going anywhere besides to work and home and occasionally to the grocery store.

It's stressful. Knowing that I could have already had it and not known. Or that I may have it now, but who knows for sure because the symptoms aren't consistent. Like I've had a sore throat for three days but today it was better...coincidentally today the air was also better as well...so was it smoke? Or overtalking? Or stress?

I'm sure the easiest way to know for sure would be to just go get tested.
At the same time I don't have the major symptoms of it. Coughing, Fever, Difficulty Breathing...

So yah.
I'm hoping most of it is stress related.
And if I can just hang in until this weekend when I finally can take a long break from work...maybe everything will get better. I'll be able to relax and breathe and just chill for a bit and not have to stress about interacting with people because I can just stay home and stay safe for a bit.

We'll see how it goes.
The rise in cases is definitely encouraging me to hermit though. 
No need to risk myself more than necessary when people in my town are causing our current spike. 

Until you next read these words;
I'll be watching the leaves.
Enjoy the day!

-Sarnic Dirchi

Tuesday, September 22, 2020

Back to Orange

So I mentioned a few days ago that over the weekend we had quite the increase in COVID cases in my state.

Over 3 days we had over 3,000 cases reported. Basically 1,000 cases a day. 

Which is a huge cause for concern because we'd been averaging around half that. 

And apparently many of the cases are coming from the college kids.

And being a college town that means a lot of the cases are coming from my county, from two cities that I work/live in. 

Turns out the Governor has taken note of this and has decided to move my area back into the 'Orange' in our Red/Orange/Yellow/Green meter.

We'd been in the Yellow before.

Now it's just Collegetown that's in the orange.

The rest of the state has moved to yellow or green. 

But starting Thursday, my area will be considered an Orange Zone for the next month. 

So that's gonna be fun. *shakes head*

And it was just irritating, after getting the news, to see how many people were still coming into my store with our very obvious "MASKS REQUIRED" signs not wearing masks.

Like guys. YOU'RE the reason we're in this mess. Why not wear a mask? It's super easy.

But nooo it's a person's right to not wear a mask. *rolls eyes* 

I almost wish that the mask mandate that was issued only a little bit ago, effective immediately, for my entire county stating that people need to wear masks in public whether they're inside or outside actually had any teeth to it.

Because if we could just get everyone -especially all the new college kids- to mask up and to actually social distance -as high school and college kids are having a grand old time throwing get togethers of various types that are crowded and maskless- then we could have avoided this spike.

But the mask mandate is more of a 'follow it out of the goodness of your heart' the police aren't going to do more than like...talk to people about wearing masks. 

So yah. Pointless gesture that way.

But hopefully people will be smart about it (though if they haven't been yet I doubt they will be now) and will put on their masks.

We'll see. 

Until you next see these words;
I'll be watching the leaves.
Enjoy the day!

-Sarnic Dirchi

Monday, September 21, 2020

Another Visit

*Exhales*
Another Month.
Another Visit.

We have our Regional Manager coming into the store this week.
Which I've been aware of for a couple of days since my Head Manager told me at my last shift that there was a visit expected.

But that was before My Manager came back from being gone.
And in typical fashion...it feels like the managers are freaking out a bit more about this visit than they should be.
I mean our store is performing very well currently. We're staying on top of all our tasks and such.

But I think that they're a bit more on the stressed 'we need to look extra extra good' side of things because the last time the RM came into the area...which was last month? Was it only last month? Geez time flows weird.
But the last time the RM came in...my sister store ended up losing at least two managers because that place had gone completely sideways and even now, over a month later, they are still struggling to get the store back up to standards. 

So I could see why my managers are worried about this visit. 
Considering what happened the last time. 

At the same time though. I highly doubted there was anything to be worried about.

That didn't stop the increase in stress.
The adding in of tasks that 'need to be done' before the visit. Like making sure the back rooms are squeaky clean and that all the cages are up to standard and such.

I get it. It's hard to know exactly what the RM is gonna be looking for. Because sometimes it's a quick visit of mostly going over paperwork and doing a quick walk around the store. And other times it's more detailed going through specifics and things.

Still don't think it's gonna be a bad visit, but yah....it's gonna be 'fun' this week to have to try and get 'all' the things done that the managers want to be completed while also trying to ensure my department is running. 

Guess we'll see later this week how it goes. 

Until you next read these words;
I'll be watching the leaves.
Enjoy the day!

-Sarnic Dirchi

Sunday, September 20, 2020

Writing Day

It's nice, to actually have the energy and motivation to work on writing.

It feels like the past little bit, I've been struggling to stay focused on my projects. To want to write in them and try and complete them.

But I've been working on trying to be more proactive.

On overcoming the hurdle of 'i can't' and 'it's too much work' to a more confident "I can do this. I want to do this" sort of thinking.

Which for today as worked.

I've been able to work on a particular wip that I've had in my drafts for a year practically untouched.

I think it helped a bit that the story involves Aliens and I've been listening to UFO related episodes on netflix today.

But it's been nice. To be able to finish a couple of chapters.

And not spend all day antagonizing over two lines when I know I could be writing faster. 

So hopefully, I'll be able to keep up this motivation, and get my wip finished sooner rather than later. ^^;; 

Until you next see these words;
I'll be watching the leaves. 
Enjoy the day!

-Sarnic Dirchi

Saturday, September 19, 2020

The People Keep Coming

Both Yesterday and Today my state came in with over 1,000 COVID cases which is like...the highest we've ever been in the pandemic. 
I think before that point, sometime in July, we reached like 800 and something once or twice?

But we've never broken 1,000 before. 
And now we've done it two days in a row.

It's...it's not good. To go from having around 400-500 cases reported each day straight up to doubling that.

It's frustrating really.

Because I know a lot of it is probably from Labor Day get togethers. 
I also know that a lot of it is probably from all the college students who have flocked to the various campuses...and neglected to like...social distance or wear masks or quarantine before coming. 

I mean, my county is a hot spot right now because off the off campus parties and such going on.

Which I get that people need to socialize...but in the middle of a pandemic we should probably like...socialize safer? Not go to huge parties. Wear masks everywhere.

And yet....people don't get it.

Today at work was like...nearly holiday busy with how many customers we had in the store.
We constantly had three registers going to deal with the constant lines of people needing to check out.

It's just...frustrating. Having to deal with so many people. 
So many people who, while almost all of them are wearing masks....are coming out to get things they probably don't really need right now. *exhales*

I mean on the average right now with the case load we have like 1 in every 300 people is being diagnosed with the virus. 

That's nearly on par with what New York was experiencing back in like...May and June.

It's. Not. Good.

And yet there are people who are arguing to keep kids going to school full time even as cases within them start to rise. There are parents arguing that the state shouldn't be requiring kids to wear masks in school. Even as cases start to rise.
There's anti-maskers everywhere. Demanding that they can wander around without masks to prove they're not 'sheep'

And knowing that I probably had a good 500 or so people in the store within my 8 hour shift.
It leaves me just...leery. Weary. Tired of all the crap we have to go through because people are being self-centered and focused on themselves and not on others.

I can't wait for my vaca to start so I can have a good week away from all the people and spend some much needed time in isolation so I don't have to worry day in and day out if the next customer I have to interact with is the one who might give me the virus. 

Until you next read these words;
I'll be watching the leaves.
Enjoy the day!

-Sarnic Dirchi

Friday, September 18, 2020

Gas Trip

I'm not one for crowds. Or for lines. Or for waiting most of the time.

Like I can tolerate it. Especially if I have to be at the place and can't be there at a different time. 

And usually at the end of my work shift...I have very little energy to deal with more people. Either interacting with them or being around them.

So often times, if the thing I need to do is not time sensitive. I'll wait for a time when things are more quiet. Where the lines are non-existant or very small. 

Hence why I don't buy fish as often as I want to buy them. XD lol. As I've been getting off work at the same time customers decide they need to come in all together and check out all at the same time.

Yesterday wasn't like that.

As I was needing to get gas rather than buy something at work after work. 

And usually the gas station I go by is pretty dead. Not a lot of people there.

But there are times when I drive by and it's the most crowded place.

Yesterday...it was crowded with at least half of it's gas stall/station things filled with cars and more cars parked in front of the convenience store. 

And I was tired having just completed a work shift.

So I forwent getting gas yesterday.

Knowing I would need to get gas today.

Because I'm near empty and while I may be able to make it back and forth between work tomorrow...I didn't want to risk it.

However...it's hard to want to leave the house when you don't have to leave the house to go anywhere.

I could have easily waited for tomorrow and tried to leave the house before work early enough to fill up my car.

But I do enjoy my sleep.

So. Towards sunset today, I made the quick ten minute jaunt down to the gas station -which unfortunately still had a bunch of cars--but thankfully had an easy slot to pull into so I didn't have to circle around to get a spot. 

It was a quick thing.

A simple thing.

Something I could have easily done yesterday...and didn't.

But hey.

At least it got me out of the house today lol. And I don't have to worry about grabbing gas tomorrow. So woot!

Until you next see these words;
I'll be watching the leaves.
Enjoy the day!

-Sarnic Dirchi

Thursday, September 17, 2020

1500

So for the past forever, the company that sends us our shipments of crickets to sell to customers has been shorting us.

Like it used to be that the Large Crickets would be pretty accurate. If you received in a box of 1500 you would have around 1500 crickets in said box.

The Smalls? Meh, they've almost always been an issue, though usually it would only be like 100-300 short.

But for the past bit they've been barely sending us any crickets.

Like maybe 2/3rds of the shipment would be missing.

Which when we have a ton of customers coming in for crickets to feed to their reptiles...we kinda need to have the amount of crickets that we ordered. Not just a third of it.

Seriously like today I got in a box of small crickets and the invoice said there should have been 2000 in the box.

After counting them...there was like 700.

That's not good. Like 700 does seem like a lot. Until you get 14 customers in a row who want 50 crickets and then guess what? Yep. you're out of crickets.

It's been frustrating.

And honestly it doesn't help that apparently one of the major cricket colonies collapsed sending a shortage of crickets throughout the state if not the nation. :S 

So we've been trying to be understanding and grateful that at least there are some crickets in the box when they come in. Some are better than receiving none. 

In any case.

Today it looked like the company was trying something different with sending their large crickets to us.

As usually if they send us 1500 crickets, they just put 'all' of them into one box and call it good.

Usually if there's supposed to be 1500 crickets in the box...there's actually only around 500-700  of them when I count them.

But.

This time instead of sending me one box of 1500 large.

They send 3 boxes of 500 large.

I was skeptical that that would change anything.

But change something it did.

As each and every box had at least 500 large crickets within it.

()_()

Shock. lol.

It's been forever since I've received my full expected shipment in the box.

But today it happened.

I got in all my large crickets! Woot!

...Of course they still shorted us on the small crickets.
...And forgot to send us all the worms -hornworms,mealworms,waxworms,redwigglers,nightcrawlers etc that they were supposed to send us.

But hey. At least I got my entire shipment of 1500 large crickets in lol. 

Until you next read these words;
I'll be watching the leaves.
Enjoy the day!

-Sarnic Dirchi 

Wednesday, September 16, 2020

The Kids Know

 So yesterday I had a mother and her...three? four?? children come into the store.

The intention of the mother was to have her kids simply 'look' at the pets.

There hadn't been an active desire on behalf of her to buy them a new pet.

As they'd just lost their guinea pig the day before unexpectedly. As they'd had the guinea pig for under a year...and normally those live for like 5-7 years.

So it was rather odd to have it pass away so quickly.

And it seemed to be more traumatizing to the mother than to the kids.

Because the youngest was like "Our guinea pig DIED!" with a smile on her face. 

Obviously not upset.

And the kids were like "We want this guinea pig!" They'd picked out the one from the cage they wanted and named it and everything. Even had the start of supplies gathered. Some new things for said guinea pig.

And I'd been under the impression that the mother was all ready to get the guinea pig because the kids told me that they were ready to get it.

But when I got the paperwork to the mother to sign...

She was hesitant. She wasn't sure if she wanted them to get another guinea pig. Even though not two minutes earlier she'd been talking with the kids about a potential house to buy to put inside the cage and had grabbed a bag of bedding. 

No, the mother was thinking that maybe she should get her kids a leopard gecko instead as she remembered having one a few years ago and those lived 'a lot longer' and she didn't mind the crickets that she would need to feed it every day.

But she didn't have quite the setup needed for the leopard gecko. Just an old fish tank she wanted to convert.

So I took her over to the reptile aisle to show her what was needed for the leopard gecko...all while the kids are still telling her that they want a guinea pig and the littlest kid is constantly tugging on my pant leg wanting me to get her her guinea pig.

So I ended up taking her over to the guinea pig cages and talked over the possibility of getting two instead of just one as maybe the first guinea pig had been lonely and sizes of cages that they would need and such....

Only to have the customer still not ready to commit to signing paperwork for the guinea pig.

I ended up leaving them to 'think it over' so that I could go take a lunch break and just break away from the customer as the dithering was getting on my nerves.

By the time I got back from lunch they had left the store without buying either creature.

And I'd hoped that they might go home and think it over for a few days.

No such luck, they came back yesterday a couple of hours later and finally ended up getting a guinea pig. Though not after a bit of waffling from the mother who was like "Maybe we should get a cat instead, but I don't know if the kids are old enough for a cat yet and that responsibility"

I wasn't quite sure about that particular logic...having had cats myself since I was a baby and the youngest kid was probably four or five? 

*shakes head*

In any case. They bought the guinea pig and left the store...and I figured I wouldn't see them again. 

*exhales*

But fifteen minutes before I was off today.

They came back into the store.

The kids were like "HEY REMEMBER US! YOU HELPED US YESTERDAY!"

And I was like "....yes...." 

All the while I was mentally screaming because I've had a migraine all day today and having to deal with the off the walls energy the kids were giving off along with the little one wanting to stick to my side like a little shadow following me practically everywhere constantly tugging on my pant leg and wanting to 'help' me move things and hold things....it was... a lot. A lot to deal with when I was low on energy and solely focused on surviving to the end of my shift.

And I had no idea why they would be back in the store 24 hours after they bought their guinea pig, though I figured they had either already decided to bring it back/or killed it, or they wanted to get a second guinea pig.

Turns out it was neither.

No one of the kids decided that they wanted a hamster so they'd come into the store to get one.

....Which is rather weird because hamsters only live like...maybe 2 years? And the mother had been rather traumatized by the fact that their guinea pig had only lived a year...so why she was willing to let her kids get a pet that is known to not live long...I have no idea.

And I tried to explain to the mom that a) the hamster doesn't live that long and b) the hamster that we have currently in the store isn't the best pet to play with as they're fast...but I'm pretty sure she didn't hear word I said because she gave no indication of hearing me.

Which makes sense because it seemed like every time I tried to speak one of the kids was there talking over me to the mom.

As they were still quite the energetic kids they were yesterday, basically bouncing off the walls excited that they were getting a pet.

I mean I had to tell the customer like six times that the "Robo Dwarf Hamster" and the "Robovosoki Hamster" (we had a new tag out where the robos have their full name written out instead of the short version) were the exact same hamster before she comprehended that 'oh hey they're the same hamster.'

*rolls eyes* 

In any case. I gave up trying to explain to the customer that the hamster wasn't a good pet.

She'll figure it out soon enough.

So I grabbed the hamster --after dithering from the mother once more as they had thought there was only one hamster available and I made the mistake of pointing out the second cage of hamsters we had and the mother proceeded to question her kid's choice that they wanted the 'white one' and insisted that the kid come look at the other hamsters and make sure they actually wanted the white one.

Honestly at this point she should just trust that her kids know what they want because the child didn't change their mind, they still wanted the hamster they'd pointed out the first time.

But because the mother insisted that they look at the other hamsters one of the siblings was like "I WANT ONE NOW!"

I was hoping that if I left with the first hamster -after telling the customer that two hamsters won't do well in the same cage together. That the mom would remain firm in them only 'getting one hamster' if I was out of sight and already had the other hamster up at the register.

No dice.

A minute later she comes up to me saying that they want a second hamster -for a second cage they would be getting.

*exhales*

And the entire time I'm trying to help them with the hamsters the youngest kid had decided to become my shadow and is following me around everywhere, tugging on my pants, trying to reach up and 'help' me hold things or move things.

And like it was adorable. It was cute.

But with the pandemic going on and the child being maskless because she was young enough that today she didn't wear a mask...I had no desire to be that close to the kid.

Add on to the fact that I was suffering from a migraine I really didn't want to be anywhere near the kids longer than I had to. They had too much energy.

So with one last check on the customer --who was dithering over potential cages to get for the second hamster...

I made my escape and left work because my shift was over and i had no desire to stay overtime and try and help them further.

Hopefully the customer and kids are happy with their new pets.

Guess we'll see in the coming days if any of them get returned. 

Until you next see these words;
I'll be watching the leaves.
Enjoy the day!

-Sarnic Dirchi

Tuesday, September 15, 2020

Pet Hunting

So I was randomly contacted today by an individual in my ward, stating that they'd been told I worked with animals and that they'd been thinking of getting an emotional support animal and wanted to know if I could meet up with them in order to talk about a potential pet they could get.

As the animal they were wanting was one that their landlord didn't really approve of having in their living place without some super strict strict strict rules that would make the pet no better than a toy on a shelf.

So I said I could help give some other suggestions.

And after a bit of back and forth, we decided it would be best to meet up in person after we both got off work --outside where we could still socially distance-- and talk about potential animals there.

Which I had suggested that the person come to my work and I could just show them the animals...

But at the same time it was probably better to just talk after work so they could ask as many questions as they wanted and I wouldn't have to worry about other potential customers or there being a rush happening as the person was trying to get some info on other pets to get.

So we met up.

Had a brief conversation. I told them about a few various pets and what they required.

Lol I was even prepared and brought a few of our care guides from work that give a general overview of the animal's needs/habitat/personality etc.

I chose ones that I thought could work well as like an ESA.

Like Guinea Pig, Snakes, Bearded Dragon, Hermit Crab, Parakeet, Rabbit, Betta.

Just giving a variety of options because I wasn't sure what 'type' of pet the person was looking to get.

If they wanted one to watch, or made noise, or something to cuddle with. 

So yah.

It was a different experience. 

Totally get the need for an ESA though at this time. 

Since many people are working at home by themselves, I can see how people would want a pet to keep them company and keep them from feeling as lonely.

Until you next read these words;
I'll be watching the leaves.
Enjoy the day!

-Sarnic Dirchi

Monday, September 14, 2020

To the Post Office

 I went to the post office today.

After like...two weeks of procrastinating it.

Not entirely on purpose. My work shifts were such by the time I got off, the post office was usually closed...and then on other probable days I could have gone...I ended up just being tired enough that I didn't want to deal with any more people and went straight home. ^^;;

In any case. I finally made it to the post office today, in order to mail a small package to my Godmother.

-A none time sensitive one, so it's okay that it took me forever to get it mailed out. ^^;; 

But it was rather surprising how busy the post office was.

Like I knew it closed like within the hour. So I suppose it could have been the 'last minute' rush before the doors closed for the day.

But it was just...crazy to see that there was actually a line of people waiting to be helped.

I'd halfway expected the place to be dead honestly.

It wasn't. It was quite busy.

Thankfully though, I didn't have to wait too long in line, it was moving along fast enough that I didn't mind it.

But it was nice to see that the post office is still being kept busy.

As I'd been semi-worried with all the post office talk that'd been in the news in the last month.

I even supported a bit by buying a set of stamps that will hopefully allow me to like...mail out letters or something in the future. ^^;; lol. 

But yah.

My post office experience was good! Woot! :D Hopefully the package I sent gets to my Godmother okay. ^^;;

Until you next see these words;
I'll be watching the leaves.
Enjoy the day!

-Sarnic Dirchi

Sunday, September 13, 2020

Off to Visit

  It's been a couple of months since me and the fam have been able to meet up.

And I have to say it was rather weird to drive up to Hometown.

Like for the past couple of months my drives have been confined to like the 20 minute area between my work and home.

So to jump on the highway and actually you know....drive for longer than that period of time?

So weird.

So weird to be passing through familiar and yet not familiar areas.

I mean with the windstorm that came through earlier in the week...there were some noticeable changes to the scenery the further north I went.

It was just so odd to travel so far.

I mean I used to drive the route between Daddoo's place and my place a lot. 

So the route shouldn't have felt as 'new' as it did.

But then again...I have confined myself to mostly sticking to home, work and the occasional foray out for food.

So to go 'outside' of the comfort zone...I could see how it was all more 'new' feeling.

I do have to say it was nice to 'get out' for a bit. 

Hang with the family.

Catch up.

It was good.

Until you next read these words;
I'll be watching the leaves.
Enjoy the day!

-Sarnic Dirchi

Saturday, September 12, 2020

Delivery for You

So a couple of days ago, I had this major migraine hit right? Where I had to leave work early and just go basically die in bed because I couldn't function anymore?

Yah....fun times.

And I'd basically resigned myself to a day spent doing nothing but basically sleeping or hanging out in dark places because migraines are bad like that.

When I got a text from my Aunt aka my Godmother saying that she was sending pizza over to the house.

()_()

WHAT?!

lol she lives like...a state away.

Nowhere near my home at all.

And yet with technology she was able to do an online order to the nearest pizza place and have pizza -and a few other food things from the place- sent to my home.

Which is sooo cool!

And I wish I could do the same for her as I'd love to treat her to dinner and such one night.

....But it's hard to find places that will willing deliver food a couple hours out into the middle of nowhere. ^^;; lol.

In any case.

She was like "I figured you needed to eat something and this way I know you will be eating something and you don't have to cook!"

And I was just like...soooo grateful.

To be seen in such a way.

Like I'm kinda used to suffering by myself with the migraines.

Occasionally my roomies will help out and grab food/soda for me to help out.

But overall it's just me suffering on my own.

And after a rough day the day before the migraine hit feeling rather drained and underappreciated...to have my Godmother send me a little pizza care package was just the pick me up that I needed.

Lol.

Of course...*shakes head* The ONE time I'm in PJs and answer the door to grab the pizza is the ONE time that the delivery guy is actually pretty cute. 

*exhales* 

Whelp. At least I'm secure in the knowledge that he's probably had people in worst states of dress answer the door lol. 

But there goes another check mark in the box of 'Book Romance Tropes that will not happen to me." lol. 

Who knows how I'll actually end up meeting my future husband.

But answering the door in my pjs to cute delivery guy probably isn't one of those lol.

In any case.

It was nice. So nice to just be able to chill and relax and eat pizza and enjoy the evening without any more added stress.

So grateful for my Godmother. She's the best.

Until you next see these words;
I'll be watching the leaves.
Enjoy the day!

-Sarnic Dirchi

Friday, September 11, 2020

Ten Years Later

 So I mentioned a couple of posts ago that I was aware that it was the day of my blogaversary here on Blogger.

I mean 10 years I've been doing this.

It's kinda crazy to think I have a decade's worth of blogposts.

Which I'm pretty sure like at least half of them still need to be properly tagged because that's only something I started doing like....what two or three years ago? :S So yah there's a project I'll eventually tackle and finish. XD lol.

But due to the crazy work day on Wednesday...I was in no celebratory state of mind to talk about 10 years of blogging. To celebrate this versary.

So I decided to put it off.

Was gonna do it yesterday...but a migraine had other plans for me.

So today it is!

Happy Blogaversary to me!! :D Woot!

I do admit...it's been a struggle sometimes to keep this blog updated.

There have been plenty of days where I just haven't felt like...well writing.

I'm pretty sure it's because I've been going through a bit more emotional turmoil this past year or so.

And so writing...is difficult. Because writing is often the outlet I use to figure things out or vent or just talk about things.

And there have been plenty of days where I haven't wanted to face the events of the day, haven't wanted to process them, or write, or talk about them because I don't know what to say or just don't want to think about it.

Sometimes....writing is too much for me.

And I have considered finding ways to cut back. To not update my blogs quite so often so that I can have a break without feeling guilty. *exhales* Who knows maybe I'll take a short break on my next vacation and just not blog without feeling guilty about skipping a few days.

Who knows.

I do know that I enjoy writing.

That I do enjoy blogging.

Even though I have no idea who like....any of my readers are. As the only family members that I know of that actively read my blog....well....have passed on to the next life. 

Still.

There is some comfort that somewhere in the world I'm seen.

Somewhere in the world people love to come check out this little blog of mine and read what I wrote. 

Read about my problems, my thoughts, my hopes, my dreams, my frustrations.

It's amazing. It's inspiring. 

It's totally terrifying to know that complete strangers are reading these words. XD lol. 

But I'm grateful for it. As I do enjoy sharing things with people and just knowing that their are readers out there who wait for my updates or want to see what's going on in my life is such a bright spot of sunlight in my life. 

So thank you dearest readers.

Those who have been here since the beginning, those who came just halfway through, those who just discovered this blog today, to those who visit once, and to those who visit everyday.

Thanks for sticking by me through all the ups and downs. :D 

^^;;

Of course...now comes the 'fun' part of going through the various statistics of my blog.

....Which with the new update to blogger.....Things can't be shown exactly the same way they were in previous years.

But I'll try my best. ^^;; 

Since starting this back in 2010 I've written 2544 posts with 105,551 overall views. :D Woot!

My Top Ten Posts are:

-The Last Yellow Rose with 1.26k views (posted April 26, 2011)
-A Grounding Moment with 834 views (posted June 4, 2018)
-FIRE with 811 views (posted June 2, 2018)
-Broken Teeth with 673 views (posted November 2, 2011)
-Game Night with 473 views (posted March 15, 2014)
-181st Saturday Conference Highlights with 171 views (posted April 2, 2011)
-Thought o'da Day with 96 views (posted March 5, 2011)
-When Risks Pay Off with 81 views (posted November 30, 2012)
-Oh Cleaning Checks, How Much I Don't Miss You with 72 views (posted September 11, 2012)
-I Made The Mess with 71 views (posted October 4, 2017)

Most Popular Browsers: 

-Firefox 47%
-Chrome 26%
-MSIE 12%
-Safari 10%
-Opera 2%
-PhantomJS <1%
-HeadlessChrome <1%
-Mobile Safari <1%
-chromeframe <1%
-Mobile <1%
-BingPreview <1%
-OS;FBSV <1%
-Maxthon <1%
-Netscape <1%
-CriOS <1%
-Dragon <1%
-Silk <1%
-Namoroka <1%
-Thunderbird <1%
-Other 1%

It's kinda cool this new update with blogger lets me see a few more things than 10 if I toggle the right switches XD lol some of those Browsers I've never heard of before. 

Pageviews by Operating systems: 

-Windows 81%
-Macintosh 8%
-Linux 5%
-iPad 2%
-iPod 1%
-Unix <1%
-Android <1%
-Unknown <1%
-X11 <1%
-compatible <1%
-Windows NT 6.1 <1%
-BlackBerry <1%
-Nokia <1%
-iPod touch <1%
-BeOS <1%
-Samsung <1%
-Android 2.2 <1%
-Linux 2.6.2 <1%
-Other <1%

Again. XD nice to see new operating systems I'm not familiar with lol. :D Very cool to have more than 10 shown. 

And finally! My favorite part!

The top 19 countries that visit me! ^^;; SOOO cool that I can see a few more than the top ten now! Woot! XD And it looks like I can switch between percentages and 'absolute' numbers now. Soooooo

1. United States -40.2k (38%)
2. Italy -37.6k (36%)
3. Russia -10.8k (10%)
4. Germany -2.97k (3%)
5. Portugal -2.06k (2%)
6. Ukraine -1.72k (2%)
7. France -1.19k (1%)
8. Poland -701 (<1%)
9. United Kingdom -541 (<1%)
10. India -418 (<1%)
11. Turkmenistan -416 (<1%)
12. Latvia -382 (<1%)
13. Canada -277 (<1%)
14. Malaysia -276 (<1%)
15. Czechia -268 (<1%)
16. China -245 (<1%)
17. Unknown Region -172 (<1%) (this one is a new thing...like...how can you not know the region? Maybe I have alien visitors from outer space? Who knows) 
18. Spain -166 (<1%)
19. Indonesia -162 (<1%)
And 20 is listed as "Other" So all the other countries make up 7.79k (5%) pageviews!! Woot!!

Lol I'm honestly not gonna be surprised if Italy makes it out as my top country I get viewed from by this time next year. Their numbers have been steadily climbing every year giving the United States a run for it's money. XD lol. Guess we'll see what the next year brings.

Again, Thank you all, from everywhere in the world, for taking the time to check out and hang with me in my little corner of the internet. 

I hope that you all are having a good day, are staying safe and as healthy as possible, and that you'll be able to have a better day come the morrow. 

All my love!

Until you next read these words;
I'll be watching the leaves.
Enjoy the day!

-Sarnic Dirchi

Thursday, September 10, 2020

Home Early

Okay.

So I knew that yesterday did quite a number on me at work.

That it had left me drained.

But I hadn't realized just how much yesterday had taken out of me.

Because today...was rough.

In the fact that I had a migraine.

A migraine that would not go away.

A migraine that made it impossible for me to complete my work shift because I was beginning to feel sick in the 'can't stand up for too long' 'can't talk for too long to people' sort of way because it was just....bad.

Like it wasn't even the worst migraine I've had. I've had a lot worse.

But with the suffering of yesterday's turmoil...on top of the migraine.

I just couldn't handle the thought of being at work any longer. Trying to survive. Trying to help customers.

It wasn't in the cards for me.

And while I hate leaving work early, I hate leaving my crew short staffed.

I could recognize that it would be best for me to leave and go rest and recover instead of trying to force my way through it.

I needed a break. A mental health day away from work. 

So I did what I could to make sure the department wouldn't be in too sad of shape before I left....and then left after talking to my manager.

Which I'm so grateful that they're understanding enough to let me go home.

Of course it helps that I rarely call out compared to the rest of my coworkers. 

It's like...a once or twice a year occurrence really.

So I'm grateful that I was able to leave and spend the day recovering.

I desperately needed it. 

Until you next see these words;
I'll be watching the leaves.
Enjoy the day!

-Sarnic Dirchi

Wednesday, September 9, 2020

Drained

While I am well aware that today marks the tenth anniversary of me starting this blog....I actually didn't have the energy to write out a blog post today. I was just...left soooo drained by the end of the day that I just...didn't want to write.

So this post, while it says was posted on the 9th. Was actually written a couple of days later, when I finally got the energy back to work on my poor blogs that I've been neglecting.

But since my yearly update anniversary post usually involves numbers and such...I figured I should do the actual blogaversary post in 'real time' aka a couple of posts after this one so that the numbers and such I usually rattle off will be more accurate. ^^;;

In any case. Besides today being my blogaversary....

Today was hard guys.

So hard.

Like, I didn't expect it to be such a hard day.

But it was. I ended up getting so drained because of the chaos I had to deal with at work.

Drained physically, emotionally, mentally.

It was a bad day today.

So bad.

I think I over did it. I gave too much and got too little back in return.

And like the day started off well enough.

Well enough considering that we were expecting our District Manager to come visit, so I was opening with that visit in mind. Making sure that all the ts and is were dotted and crossed.

-The DM never showed up. It sounded like they were dealing with the stores in the next valley over...the ones that got affected by the windstorm we had the day before and were still working to get back into a functional working order. 

In any case---that's it's own energy drain preparing for a DM visit that doesn't occur.

But I'm pretty sure it was the customers that did me in.

And like usually I can handle things.

I'm quite used to having to run the department by myself and help customers by myself and try and get opening done by myself. 

But today...it was just rough.

I think because I had nightmare customer after nightmare customer after nightmare customer.

Where they were difficult in their own ways.

Perhaps I even came into work in the wrong frame of mind as I was irritated already by super slow drivers on my way into work.

But the customers themselves...

Yah it's hard to not get drained when you have twenty minute interactions with needy customer after needy customer after needy customer.

Like it started with the lady who wanted crickets. Large crickets even though I told her right as she asked that I was out of large and only had small available.

And instead of being like "Hey give me 76 small crickets" decided to be a pain and say "Give me $5 worth of crickets" Which lady, I don't want to have to math that early in the morning either, why are you making me do it?

Especially when she wasn't satisfied with the 36 small crickets I gave her because that's $5 worth and wanted the 76. Like if you wanted 76 just say so.

But I had other customers after that. Ones that were indecisive on fish. Ones that needed me to lead them by the hand and repeat myself multiple times in regards to getting care for their leopard geckos and bearded dragons. Stupid College boys who wanted sharks but had the wrong set up for them but wouldn't listen at all to what I was saying because they wanted the shark and wouldn't take no for an answer and then had the gall to ask if the fish they picked out would be okay together when I had told them multiple times that long term they probably wouldn't work out. 

*exhales*

It was irritating. It was frustrating especially because I still had to finish opening (which I didn't end up doing by the end of the day) and I had no one to come help shoulder the burden so it was me against the world of customers and it...just became too much.

Especially after I had to deal with a crazy old lady and her 'salt water' tank woes.

Which started with her being unable to find the prices on the fish tanks she was looking at because apparently she couldn't be bothered to look at the bottom left part of the shelf to see said price tag.

And then proceeded to dither on which tank she actually wanted to take home before finally halfway deciding on a 65 gallon tank/stand combo we sell. 

I was surprised she didn't end up changing her mind honestly after I had my coworkers move it onto a flat cart for her.

But she also needed help with filters so I did my best to suggest ones that could work for her though I wasn't sure how well our filters would work for her saltwater tank since the salt could probably affect the filters...

Which led to this lovely gem of "I don't have salt in my Saltwater tank! It's just water I filter!" 

...like...lady if it's a SALTwater tank OF COURSE you're gonna have salt in it.

I didn't ask what type of fish she had. I just dropped the conversation, but I'm guessing she has TROPICAL fish which are WARM water freshwater fish.

But who knows for sure. 

I don't. I didn't want to ask and try and figure out what type of fish she actually had. 

But I was glad to leave her alone to her own devices after I finished helping her with the filter and the tank.

I actually ended up going on lunch to avoid having to deal with her further as she was being indecisive on potential decorations she wanted to put in her tank and I was already tired of having to deal with her energy as it was not vibing well with mine.

Thankfully she was gone by the time I got back from lunch.

But not for long.

As this customer wanted to try and fit this 65 gallon tank in the back of her Tesla. 

Which ha. No. The openings are too narrow to fit that wide of a tank in.

Which she had mentioned having a truck she could bring back....which is what she ended up doing.

Only.

Bad news is that she conveniently showed back up right after the two guys I had on staff had clocked out and left for the day.

She came back in when it was down to just me, the manager, and the cashier.

And she came back WITHOUT HELP. 

Meaning that me and the manager had to leave our cashier to try and man the store -which surprise there were problems that arose while we were trying to help the customer get her stupid tank into her truck-

BUT

The main thing about this truck. Besides it being old enough that a neighbor had to jump start it before the customer could drive down here. Is the fact that the bed of the truck wasn't left open to the sky.

No, this truck had one of those caps on it making it appear more like an SUV rather than a truck.

Which no big deal.

The tank is short enough that it would be fine getting it in the bed of the truck.

IF ONLY the bed of the truck was EMPTY.

But Nooooo the customer didn't think to look into the back of her truck before she drove all the way back over here.

And guess what was sitting the back?

This giant metal mattress frame with wooden bedposts. 

*exhales*

So my manager and I had to figure out how to get the tank and it's stand into the bed of the truck that already had this metal mattress frame in it and that had a cap on top so we couldn't just fling it on top of the mattress frame.

No I had to make the long trek to the back of the store to grab some pieces of cardboard that we luckily had on hand because we'd just finished working on our truck shipment and hadn't yet put all the debris into the garbage can.

And it was a pain for me and my manager as we're both girls and so lifting a 65 gallon tank and it's stand is NOT the easiest thing. 

And place it on the cardboard and try and slide it as deep into the bed of the truck as we could.

Only for the stand to dig into the cardboard and get stuck. So we had to try various lifting techniques to get it not stuck.

And then we had to get the tank in without scratching that in any way.

Which resulted in some jigsawing of the pieces of mattress frame and posts still in said truck, but we managed.

ONLY to discover that the freaking tailgate wouldn't shut because the metal mattress frame was like an INCH too long to sit totally flat in the bed of the truck --which makes sense why it had been angled upwards when we first opened the back of the truck to look inside.

And this customer was ill-prepared to have the tailgate down with tank and mattress frame not blocked off in some manner.

There wasn't even any rope to tie it down. The best the customer had was the jumper cables. 

And she was like "Do you have any rope to help tie this down?"

Ha. NO lady we're not a freaking hardware store. We don't CARRY rope for customers. WE carry pet product and even if we had rope I don't think we'd just GIVE it to you.

THANKFULLY the stupid cap on top of the bed of the truck came in handy as it did have these latches where the glass could swing down to meet the tailgate. And those latches could shut without having to have the tailgate up.

So we were able to at least block off the top half of the tank so it couldn't just fall off the back of the truck when the customer drove away.

And after adding a few more pieces of cardboard to the bottom half to try and pad the tank as much as possible with the tailgate down the customer finally finally drove away.

It took us like 20 minutes to get that stupid tank into the bed of the truck.

And I was sore. 

I was irritated.

I'm pretty sure I ended up bruising my pointer finger on my left hand as it aches ad there's discoleration there. I did break the nail on the finger tearing a good third of it off at some point during the move.

And of course I didn't have a BREAK after dealing with such a customer.

No I had to drive right back into helping more needy customers who were just draining to deal with.

Needless to say I was not in a good mood when I left work. When I got home. I was drained. So drained that I headed to bed at like 1030 because I was done with the day.

It just...was a hard day.

Harder than expected.

*exhales*

I need a vacation.

Until you next read these words;
I'll be watching the leaves.
Enjoy the day!

-Sarnic Dirchi

Tuesday, September 8, 2020

Blowing Around

We had quite the wind blow into the northern part of the state overnight. 

Crazier wind than we've had in a long while.

Strong enough winds that if we'd been anywhere near the ocean (which we're not even close to the ocean) the wind strength would have been considered like...Category 3 Hurricane strength. :S

I wasn't really affected as I live a valley further down from where the main winds were hitting.

Half my other family wasn't quite so lucky. Living directly along the wind storm's path.

Thankfully, besides loosing power for a day or so, my Dad and Brother's homes retained very little damage from the windstorm. I think my Dad lost a single branch off one of his trees.

While other more extended family ended up having trees falling over and fences being damaged, and some small things that had been left outside broken.

Nothing crazy thankfully.

But it's crazy how strong the wind was.

Like trees that have stood for over 70 years toppled over.

Big tall trees you wouldn't think would fall...fell.

Some into the streets, some onto houses, a lot out of the way.

But just seeing images of the aftermath of such a storm...was quite intense. 

Like Schools cancelled their days.

People were encouraged to not drive on the freeway.

It was crazy.

So crazy.

And I do wonder just how the neighborhood will have changed the next time I head up towards Hometown.

As I suspect and know that some trees in my Dad's neighborhood toppled. Ones that I grew up with seeing on a near daily basis.

So yah...

It's gonna be weird.

But I'm grateful that my family stayed safe and that no lasting damage happened to them. 

Until you next see these words;
I'll be watching the leaves.
Enjoy the day!

-Sarnic Dirchi

Monday, September 7, 2020

Drive. The. Speed. Limit.

Slow drivers are the bane of my existence.

I have a need for speed and getting stuck behind people going as slow as snails irks me like no other.

Especially since it's basically guaranteed that no matter what time of day or where I'm going, I'll be stuck behind someone going as slow as molasses.

And like a herd.

Slow cars love to flock together.

Because it's not just ONE car going like ten under the speedlimit.

No it's a whole group of them.

Without fail I'll encounter a group of cars/trucks/semi's etc all going SIXTY when the speed limit is SEVENTY on the freeway.

Doesn't seem to matter the time of day.

They just go slow.

And like....I get it. Some people want to be safe. Some are freaking old. Some probably are unobservant enough to not see what the speed limit is. and Some are preparing to take their exit.

But still.

It bugs me.

I like to go fast.

I like to get places fast.

And to get stuck behind people going so slow drives me crazy.

Especially because it's a consistent thing.

Like without fail everyday after work, the stretch of freeway between the exit before my exit there's ALWAYS a car or semi or something going somewhere along the vicinity of 55-60 in the slow lane.

Which yes it's called the slow lane for a reason.

But if you ain't taking the freaking exit WHY are you going slow?

It drives me crazy.

Cus it's not like I can pull out and go around the slow driver and get ahead of them before taking my exit.

No because again, there's usually a herd of them all clumped together across two or three lanes.

Making it rather difficult to get around them and still be able to take my exit.

I hate it.

Hate it when people just slow down for no visible reason.

Hate it when people take turns so slowly you could probably grow grass in the meantime.

It's just....it bugs me.

I like to go fast. Please please just let me do what I want.....

Until you next read these words;
I'll be watching the leaves.
Enjoy the day!

-Sarnic Dirchi